I don't think I have words. This was . . . . it was agonizing (Heavenly torture), it was thrilling (dinosaurs), it was hot (dream Dean sex) and it was this beautiful friendship with Sam and oh my God then you freaking broke me with the final chapter. Such creativity!

I can't . . . . .really where are my words? I always have words. But now I'm wiping away tears in my office and . . . . .

You use words like thread on a giant loom, weaving them together in crescendos of imagery and then the quiet moments like "I don't want to be awake in a world without you" . . . . . This was beautifully, heartbreakening written. Thank you for sharing this.